(Speechless)

Okay... I guess I'm speechless. I honestly didn't think that I could love someone as much as I love Joe. I don't really know what I'd do without him...

We spent a pretty close night together. I really think that we're okay being apart, because the times we do spend together make us so close that it doesn't matter how far apart we are any other time. I would rather he was here with me all the time, but maybe being apart at first will be better. All I know is that I love him, and I'm pretty damn sure I'm never going to stop for as long as I live. He might just be my soul-mate... for lack of a better word. Okay, I'm done ranting about him. ^_^

So today wasn't horrible, but it was pretty long and tiring. I got up at like noon, ate breakfast/lunch and then Kelly and I started studying for the Art History exam we have on Wednesday. Then we had to go to the silly anime meeting where we are currently watching the most stupid anime I've ever seen. I'm serious. It may be cute sometimes, but it just doesn't hold my interest. Ugh.

People are annoying me again. I'm trying my very hardest to control myself and not get frustrated with any of them, but it's hard. Have you ever felt like you just need some time to yourself. Well, ever since I was little, I've felt like that a lot. So when I don't get any "just me" time, which usually occurs on the weekend, I get a little pent-up frustration. I just like to be alone where no one can bug me or talk to me about useless things.

I'm going to the clinic on Tuesday to see if I can get some meds for the silly depression/mood swings I've been having. I think the birth control is causing it, but of course you can't reverse the effects of a shot.

Also, my jaw has been hurting a lot tonight, and it's only the right side. It feels very strange. I guess I'll just sleep it off and hopefully it'll be better by tomorrow morning. Stupid jaw.

This morning I had a little scare. I was supposed to turn in the roster by noon and I woke up too late, but I did get it in. And other people were handing in their rosters late, too. So I don't feel so bad.

Okay, I'm going to watch an episode of Bleach and then go to bed. I'm just really really tired.

Mata ne, I'm sure this time.

Spoiled Lazy Days

Have you ever had one of those days where you just want to be holed up in your room and not do anything but eat chips, drink soda, watch random things on the internet, knit, or something that doesn't require that much energy? Well, today was one of those days for me. But unfortunately, it was foiled. I tried, but failed. First, there was a thunderstorm, so our power kept going out. Which meant that I had to get out of bed and reset the internet so I could watch anime...which I will get to talking about later. Then, the series ended. So I knitted(sp?). And apparently I have lost my touch at knitting because I just couldn't bring myself to do more than a couple of rows without screwing up. Anyway, then my parents got home, and I got harrassed about not mowing the lawn today and having food in my room, and not hanging the key to the car up, and blah blah blah...Then, as I was going to give my stepmom the key that she wasn't going to be using, I spilled soda all over my bed. Which sucks a lot. So now, I'm exiting my laziness because I have to change my sheets and do laundry, and I really really don't want to. And I don't care that I sound like a baby, because I'm usually not this lazy, so I feel I deserve a break.
So that's that.
Full Moon wo Sagashite"
Oh my god. One of the best anime ever. When it ended, I was completely satisfied, and it just gave me a really good feeling. I like anime more than American shows because our shows are just a jumble of shallow comedy or drama with only a surface plot line and no character development. I know I'm being a little harsh, but anime is just so much better in my opinion. And this anime had all the things that American shows lack and more. You felt a real connection to the characters, and understood their feelings and why they felt the way they did. The music was great (it pretty much had to be, as the plot revolves around the main character's wish for a career as a singer). Actually the whole thing was great. Great, great, great.
Yes, I am an anime fan. But I'm also a fan of Japanese culture and language.
Wish me luck! I'm trying to get into a residential program at my university so I can live with people who are trying to learn more about Japan and it's language. I hope they tell me soon!
OK. Back to trying to fix my bed...oh joy.
お休むなさい！
見知子です　よろしくお願いします！